I'm keeping things in, really not ready to talk about it all. We're saying good-bye tonight, which WILL be hard. I hardly eat anymore.

I write like a person possessed, read even more, and watch SAG awards videos over and over (in case you haven't yet seen Meryl run down the room like a crazy person--and give the most beautiful speech ever--or Hugh kiss Lisa, who looked absolutely gorgeous in that red gown, please refer to YouTube, or LJ communities such as house_cuddy or dvlwears_prada). I need to re-establish my life, pick up the pieces.

Always up for a challenge.